Monday, February 12, 2007

Fanny to Jason

My mom wrote the e-mail below to Jason:
Jason you are going to be a fantastic daddy...I´m already dreaming about having you all three here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Imagine you and the baby and Anne in the Brazilian sun coming from cold London...and ofcourse the baby is going to be your special magic mascot that every flight and every trip and every moment in the future is going to be without problems and if there is a problem the baby will smile to you and you will forget the problem...or you will resolve the problem with more strength .or you will look to your beatifull baby and get the power to face every problem...the magic of being a father..a parent is going to make you a more powerfull man...happier...deep happyness...the power of the love for your baby is going to give you wings....is going to give you the ingridients to feel as a deep happy man....and nothing can break this magic love...the power of that love is going to give you other eyes...you will look different....see the collors brighter....your world is going to change to a very good direction....
I´m talking as an experient mother of four....a grandmother of almost 3 grandchildren...believe me...
take good care of yourself now .....take good care of the good father uou are going to be....
And I now that the baby is going to have the most lovely good caring mother...So this is going to be a very lucky baby with very lucky parents....and very lucky grandparents...
fanny
He had tears in his eyes afterwards. It's a beautiful message from my mom and it makes us realize more and more that there is indeed a little baby on it's way!

On saturday I slept 11 hours. It felt so good! We have been packing and cleaning and I have not been sleeping well, so a good night of sleep was very welcome!
Yesterday (sunday) I slept badly. Last night I started thinking of not feeling so sick, no cramps and more energy, my skin also broke out (which normally happens when I am about to get my period) So I was very affraid that maybe the baby's heart had stopped beating (I read online that sometimes the baby does not misscarry, but remains dead inside). There is really no way of knowing, until our scan in week 12.
Today I think I felt morning sickness, but I am not sure (It is almost if I have gotten used to feeling yukie in the moning). I am tired (however, I did not sleep well) I really don't know and will just have to wait.

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